Wednesday, February 23, 2011

"We are the bright new stars born of a screaming black hole, the nascent suns burst from the darkness, from the grasping void of space that folds and swallows--a darkness that would devour anyone not as strong as we. We are oddities, sideshows, talk show subjects. We capture everyone's imagination."
— Dave Eggers (A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius)


I find myself in this weird space of self doubt. Comparing myself to things I dont know, nor have any real solid control over. It makes my heart drop. I never thought i'd let my mind go here again. I feel so much stronger, so much more in tune with my own wavelength. I guess we never fully overcome, just slowly dealing. Build up the walls to tear them down, to build them up stronger again.