Friday, February 26, 2010

if you think i'm slowin down, i'm not slowin down

the last few posts are just some things i've been writing lately. i never thought going through a break up would be so difficult. it makes me realize i should have never been envious of my friends with boyfriends. because if this is what it feels like when it all comes crashing down around you, then...well...i guess i never want to feel this way again.

i wake up every morning from a nightmare.
my heart is racing, i feel like i can't breathe, immediately my mind starts to wander...to him...to her...back to him again.
why? why? why?

i guess he is right, i'm insane.

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