prison

When I close my eyes, you are there. Not just sometimes, every time.

I can’t fall asleep, because your memory literally haunts me. I start to relax, and doze off…my mind starts to race. No corner of my mind unturned, you are in every single one of them. I think about all the things, I don’t really know about to. It all makes sense. The memories I have are becoming a little more real, more clear.

It’s not fair that I have to be here alone like this.

I think I have shed a million or more tears over this…someone please break me out of this prison that is my mind, I can’t live like this anymore my heart just hurts way too much…and there seems to be no sign of relief.