Disregard my post below this. I may have written that mildly under the influence last night. It's funny how your emotions get so heightened when your drinking. Sad becomes the saddest you have ever been, and mad becomes rage. Interesting.
I recognize it, and don't let it get the best of me when it starts happening.
cest la vie.
Today. Was harder than I could have ever imagined. In the scheme of things, it was considerably less painful than the feelings I have felt in the months leading up to this. The day held a certain tone of relief, with an underlying understanding that it's just okay for me to be sad right now. It's just...okay.
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