Friday, April 30, 2010

told me you loved me, that i'd never die alone.

Today.
I have this overwhelming sense of...
overwhelming feelings of every little emotion...
good...bad...sad...
lord, will any of this emotional turmoil end?
Everyone knows everyone.
There is no escaping.
I feel like I know, no one.
I don't want to know anyone.
no one gets that part of me.
it feels like it may be never again.
I just want to sink back into the wall.
silence.
even though my emotions overwhelm me...
numbness is the only thing I feel.
everything is contrived...

"i'm too young to feel this old."

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