I totally regret emailing him, and calling him.
What was I thinking?
I guess for a second I thought we could be normal again.
I still know I didn't do anything wrong.
So I guess...
That's the worst part.
Living with the pain of something, that doesn't quite make sense.
Most days I find a way to hate him.
Find away to cast him out of my mind.
My heart still aches. My emotions still on the verge..
Oh. Remember that it's over.
I have these great friends who want to build me up.
I've got to start tearing down these walls.
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