I realize now, I couldn't change you.
I saw those pictures from 2 new years ago...I should have known better.
Your ex-girlfriend staged a intervention for you.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?
I realize now, that the things I let myself be around in the last year, are socially unacceptable. I won't stand by and pretend that those things aren't a big deal. THEY ARE. They are NOT okay. Not by any means.
I feel like I am literally suffocating right now. Everything is at a stand still. I can feel prickles all over my body, my ears are ringing.
What is this? What is this emotion that I am always feeling? It literally makes me sick, makes me anxious...makes me regret everything.
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